After what
happened at his place, I spent the rest of the week avoiding Salim. It wasn’t
difficult. The asshole didn’t even tried to call me. I still saw him a few
times in the office but even then, he treated me as if I didn’t exist. I was
yesterday’s news.
It suited me
just fine.
It also meant
that when my co-workers began to ask questions, I didn’t have to hold back. I
hadn’t announced the fact that we were going out but word gets around and
almost everyone knew we had been seeing each other. When they saw the sudden
coldness between us, people started to ask questions. So I did the only thing I
could; I told the truth.
I told everyone
Salim was an ass who had played me along even though he already had 2 wives at
home. I didn’t tell them about me cheating on him in college of course but then
I also didn’t tell them he made his wives help him seduce me so in my mind, it
was about even. By the end of the week everyone knew about how badly he had
treated me. Most of the female employees were going to resign anyway but after
word spread about me and Salim, almost every female in the company, including
me, got their resignation letters ready.
When the new
week came around, we were told there would be an engagement conference for all
the female employees of the company by New Horizon. They were going to try to
pitch the company to us but it was a waste of time. Most of us had already made
up our minds. At least that was the thinking everyone had when we entered the
auditorium.
Auditorium D was
on the fourth floor of our building and it was relatively big. It could hold up
to 80 people but for some reason, we were told each conference was given to
only about 30 girls. I didn’t know why because you would think it would had
been easier and faster for New Horizon to have more girls at each conference.
It would also be less expensive.
When I went
through the entrance, the first thing I noticed was the food at the back of the
auditorium. Coffee, tea, and various finger-foods were available for us and 4
veiled women were standing there, asking us to relax before the start of the
conference. They were clearly female employees of New Horizon and they got us
curious.
They were
wearing a black long-sleeved robe that covered them from the neck down to their
feet. It was wide and totally in line with the Islamic thinking that female
clothes should not be figure hugging. The robes also had a hood that the women
pulled up to cover their heads. Their face were covered with a niqab and with
their hands covered by black gloves, I couldn’t see any part of their face or
body.
A thought came
to my mind and I wondered how it felt to be totally covered like that. It must
be so mysterious and exotic. I stopped the thought right there. Where the hell
did that came from? The thought was so funny I had to mentally laugh at myself.
I decided to take my mind off the women.
There was free
food and drinks available so that was easy. Most of the girls joined me while a
few tried to speak to the 4 veiled women. However outside some polite small
talk, they refused to say anything of substance and asked the girls to try the
food and drinks while we wait for the conference to start. It was during this
waiting time that I smell the strange air inside the auditorium.
I had been
inside the auditorium before and the air was different from usual. However it
also smelled somewhat familiar. After a short while, I realized the smell was
similar to what I smelled at Salim’s home. I guess the guys at New Horizon must
really like their incense.
After about
30mins, a man walked up to the stage at the front of the auditorium. He was
short, fat, and looked like he had never exercised for a day in his life. I
looked at him as he walked up the stage and the first thought that came was
that he was a fat bearded nerd. He stopped when he reached the center of the
stage and looked at us. If you asked me why, I couldn’t tell you but at that
moment, he looked like he owned the stage. A moment ago he looked like a joke,
now he just looked imposing. I fought an urge to look at the ground and instead
looked straight at him.
It was a
mistake.
On top of the
stage, he looked down on us with a sneer. With a condensing voice, he spoke
into the microphone and told all the girls to put down our food and sit down as
the conference is going to start.
Instead of
getting mad, I was embarrassed. We were here for an engagement conference but
instead, I was stuffing myself full of food and drinks. I quickly put down my
drink and rushed to the front of the auditorium. My only out was the fact that
everyone beside me looked just as embarrassed as I was.
As the man
started speaking, I found myself sitting quietly in my seat with my hands on my
lap and my head was bowed low. I didn’t even realized what I was doing till I
heard the man say in passing the sight in front of him was what Sun Horizon was
looking for. Women with their heads hung low in respect to men.
A fire was lit
inside me and my head shot up. All around me, the rest of the girls did the
same. It was as if we were in a daze and had all suddenly awoken. The man
smiled on the stage and I found him infuriating. It was as if he was playing
with us. He then said that there was a video he wanted us to see and left the
stage.
The auditorium had
a huge screen and as the video started, I found myself falling into a daze
again. Honestly, I didn’t remember what was on the video, it was that boring.
All I remember was that the video had a lot of bright lights and some soothing
music in the background. Yet although I don’t know the details of the video, I
strangely know what was shown. The video showcased New Horizon’s deal to us
girls.
Anyone still
under contract would have the option of resigning from the company while those
who stayed would keep drawing their current salary but would be “reassigned” to
roles more in keeping with the New Horizon culture. The video was very upfront
with the fact that no girl would be employed in any executive position after
the takeover and being a secretary was the highest position a girl could hope
for in the company. Also, anyone who stayed till the end of their contract will
also be offered a contract extension but with a new salary more in keeping with
their job scope.
When the video
was done, the man came up to the stage again and I was once again struck by how
bad he looked. You would think New Horizon would have sent someone with more PR
and HR skills to sell their company to their future employees. It was then that
the thought struck me that New Horizon might not be aiming to keep us. As the
man droned on, the thought played in my head and began to make more and more
sense.
My suspicion
then became confirmation when the man told the 4 Sun Horizon female employees
to come up to the stage. The girls in the crowd began to murmur among
themselves but my eyes were struck to the women. The camera displayed the women
on the video screen as they stepped up to the stage with their head bowed.
The man said
this was standard walking position prescript in the Sun Horizon Girl Employee
Handbook. Girls were only allowed to walk with their head bowed. The 4 girls
stopped behind the man and stood facing the crowd in a straight row.
The man told the
crowd to remember the position the girls were holding. While waiting from
orders from men, their feet must be shoulder length apart, with their hands
clasped at the small of their back, and their eyes must be downcast to the
ground between their feet. They must maintain this position to mark themselves
as respectful, submissive women. The man then turned to the women behind him
and ordered them to kneel.
They did so
immediately. It was surreal and the auditorium fell silent. The women on stage
fell to their knees with a grace I would have never thought possible. It looked
to me as if their upper body didn’t move an inch but they fell to their knees
in slow motion. When it was done, their basic position still hasn’t changed. Their
hands were clasped at the small of their back, and their eyes were cast to the
ground between their feet. Only now, it looked as if their knees and not their
feet were shoulder length apart.
How did they do
that? I wondered to myself and the next question that immediately came to my
mind was whether I could be able to do something like that. Wait, what? I
opened my mouth in shock. I was going to resign. What was I doing even thinking
about something like that?
Hoping to put my
mind out of that line of thought, I focused on the only thing I could; the
speech of the man on the stage. He was now talking about the demerit system Sun
Horizon had on female employees. Anyone who got 25 demerits in a month would
have her pay cut but anyone who got less than 15 in a month would get a bonus
of at least 10% of her monthly pay. The girl with the least amount of demerits
for the month would get a bonus of up to 50% of her monthly pay. A few of the
girls started murmuring again at this stage. The potential pay increase could
be very important to some of them.
The man
continued without a thought to his audience. He mentioned that the girls would
be assigned a daily supervising officer, or a DSO. This would be a male working
on the same floor and the DSO would be the girls’ superior for the day. This
duty was to be served on a rotating schedule among the men and he made no bones
about the fact this was to ensure that every man in the office would be superior
to every women in the same office.
Then came the
coup de grace. The man told us about the “morning greeting”.
The 4 women
stood and spilt up to stand around the man, 2 to his left and 2 to his right.
Together they turned to face him, dropped to their hand and knees and shouted.
“Welcome Sir!
This girl wishes you a good day at the office!”
The man
explained that this was the position and greeting all girls of the company must
make every morning. We would arrive earlier than the men and as the men arrived
for work, we would be in this position and greet the men a good day at the
office.
You could hear a
pin drop in the auditorium. We were all stunned. They expected us to be in this
humiliating position every morning for our male co-workers. Are they crazy?
This confirmed my thought that Sun Horizon didn’t want us. They wanted all the
girls gone; why else would they have a presentation like this?
The conference
ended soon after. I remembered there was another video we had to sit through
but don’t ask me what it was about. By then, all of us girls were like mindless
drones, we just wanted out of there.
The rest of the
day also passed in a fog. I’m sure I ordered takeout and drove home as usual
but again, don’t ask me how I did any of those stuff. I don’t remember
anything. The only thing I do remember was what happened that night. That night
I slept and when I woke, I opened my eyes…and I couldn’t see.
My sight was
blurred like there was something in front of me. I stood up and there was a
weight on my head. Strangely, I felt great. It just felt right. I felt like I
was different and I didn’t know why.
I saw someone in
front of me and I started to walk slowly towards him. As I got closer, I got
used to the blur in front of me. I could make out the small details my vision
provided and the person in front of me was wearing a blue outfit. We stood
before each other for what felt like hours before I felt the need to reach out.
I needed to see the person in front of me. For some reason, I raised my hands
and my vision cleared.
I was standing
in front of a giant mirror and the person I saw was me. I was wearing a burqa
and I had just flipped it over my head. Below the burqa, I was totally naked.
Not only that, I looked happy. I looked contented. I flipped the burqa back
over my head and felt a peace I had never felt before.
It just felt
right.
I woke up then.
My breathing was hard and I knew what I wanted. My hands went between my legs
and I masturbated. As usual, I formed a mental image of what I was doing. I
thought of myself in the burqa and of the conference I had earlier in the day.
I imagined myself bowing, kneeling and serving the men and my hands was soon
filled with my juices. I came and had to put my pillow over my mouth as I
screamed.
I never did
that. I never screamed. In fact, usually I wasn’t even all that loud when I
came but today was different. This was something else. This was something
beyond my control. As my body was wrecked by joy, I thought of something I
never imagined.
I was going to
enjoy working in Sun Horizon.